if you wanna play it like a game..

claudia grabed the knife that was sitting on the table next to her. it was just to much. maybe just one more cut. just one little push deeper. she needed to get rid of the pain, the hurt. she needed her escape, her rush. she couldnt handle it anymore. so much blood draining out of her. she just smiled and pushed in a little deeper. she could feel herself growing weak. all she wanted to do was slowly disapear into nothingness. just cease to exist. no one would care or notice. she glanced at the bedside table. staring at the picture of her face as she slowly blacked into nothingness.

Sarah slowly walked back to the house. she felt horrible after the huge fight with claudia that morning. she just was frustrated that claudia wouldnt except her help even though they loved each other. she walked down the hall hearing her loves music play softly in the background. she figured she had fallen asleep and she would just crawl into bed with her..

Sarah opened the door and screamed and fell to the floor. there was blood everywhere. a puddle forming down the side of the bed. she scrambled  up and rushed to claudias side. she felt the side of her neck and felt a faint heartbeat. she ran to the bathroom and grabbed a washcloth and pressed it against the cuts running down claudias arm. she had tears streaming down her face, sobbing she grabed the phone off the bedside table and dialed 911..

claudias eyes cracked open. the felt heavy and the light was just so bright. but she heard someone talking. "where am i", she though to herself, couldnt be dead. her eyes opened just a little bit more and she saw sarahs hair and felt her hand in hers. the long bandage creaping up the side a silent reminder of what had happed. "Sarah", it was weak and feeble. almost unaudible.."sarahhh." she tried again and attempted to move her hand. she jerked awake, sitting up quickly. her hair going everywhere. her eyes bewildered. a wonderful shade of green stared back at her before she was encased in arms.  tears were running down her eyes.

Sarah jerked awake to see claudias eyes open. she started feeling the tears run down her face as she quickly wraped her arms around claudia. she pulled her close and wispered that it will all be ok. i wont ever leave you again. i love you. you silly silly girl. all i ever did was love you.



a few months later:

sarah visited claudia every chance she could. the facility was wonderful about letting her see each other. things were looking up and claudia was suposed to come home with her that day. as she rounded the corner to her room she saw her looking out the window. with a big grin on her face as the sun shone through her hair.  im blessed to have my angel she though to herself before inching closer to yell suprise before wraping her arms around her.  she grabbed her and and said ready to leave. the quick nod from claudia was all she needed. she grabbed the bags from the bed in one hand and claudias outstreched hand in the other. she quickly kissed her before they wandered tward the front.


Claudia stared at the beautiful girl holding her hand and walking with her. smiling thinking that she was so glad she had been saved and got to spend the rest of her life with her. she signed her own name on the line at the desk. bidding a farewell to the nurse as she turned to face the world. as she got outside they started walking tward the car. she stopped but only for a second to look back and decided, never again. never again. she gripped sarahs hand tighter before they got to the car. as she was pulling away she smiled, thinking about all the things they could do now. she kept her eyes forward at the open road. never looking back..